Well, what can I say, this new fruitarian bodybuilding challenge was doomed before it started. There simply isn’t enough fruit or motivation in Boulder, Colorado for me to dedicate myself to this challenge.
Yesterday I went to Whole Foods Market and I was able to find a single local organic fruit, oranges from California. They costed $2 per pound. I ended up buying some other things like apples, avocados, strawberries and mangoes, some organic, some from within the U.S., all of them expensive.
I guess this is my fault for coming back to Colorado when it is still cold and (sometimes) snowing. I guess part of me wanted to see how bad it is (just like I wanted to live in Gaia Yoga Gardens for a few weeks) . The main lesson from this: Move back to the tropics! It seriously makes no sense for me to be here (outside for the fact that my family lives here)…
A part of me wanted to do this fruitarian bodybuilding challenge to prove that it was possible to be a fruitarian bodybuilder in cold weather. Now I see how ridiculous that is, there is no fruit here! This is why I am canceling this new fruitarian bodybuilding challenge and postponing it until I am back in a tropical area were fruit is abundant. That is it. In the meantime, I am not going to go crazy about finding local, organic, fresh fruit because there isn’t much (any)….
Fruitarian Bodybuilding in Pause
It is a sad day for fruitarianism, but luckily I am staying vegan, there is no reason for me to go back to contributing to the animal abuse industry. Although, I must say, this whole journey into the world of diet is quite curvy and quite annoying at times.
Now I feel like I am on survival mode, make it through these next month or so until I can go back to eating fruits. At the same time, a voice in my head doubts that this is my true path, but what else could be my heart’s calling! This fruitarian voices speak so loud! I know I am on a mission, I am just so freaking un-grounded and unable to move as quick as my heart wants me to.
This is why I rather focus on clearing out my space, getting rid of what doesn’t serve me and start a new life in a new place with new values and new visions. This is really what it is coming down to, the rest of the world doesn’t seem to interest me as much any more. Only when I fall off my path I slowly creep into my old ways, but those never bring me joy.
So that is it, I am taking a break. In the meantime, I will focus on uploading all the videos I have recorded since I started this fruitarian journey. Hopefully that brings in new inspiration and a new way to be free in this world.
